DO YOU REMEMBER YOUR FIRST LOVE?

I do. His initials: SP. Swoon! 🤤 He was (STILL IS!) beautiful— outspoken, and a bad boy— what a perfect combination!! 😈

I was 14-years old, and I knew exactly WHO I wanted. DID I know exactly how to go about getting him?— fuck no! I was a bit shy back then— and I felt so nervous around SP!— it was hard for Me to act “natural”— I felt like a total spazz! lol

He knew that I liked him though— and he was very gentle (and fucking SEXY AS FUCK) and kind about it. EVEN BETTER— He liked Me, too— which was fucking awesome as fuck!!! I just wanted to be around him— to touch him, to smell him— to be next to him.

SWOON!!!

And then, My wish came true— well, a lot of wishes came true with him, but this wish was one that I’ll always remember forever and cherish. We had our first date— SP took Me to the movies— our parental figures dropped us off…lol. Yep, we met each other at the movie theater because we couldn’t drive yet! I remember My hands were sweating bullets because I was so nervous! “Just be cool! It’s going to be ok!,” I thought to Myself before I saw My crush. And then I saw him.

OH FUCK. He looked so fucking fine!!! I’m gonna fucking pass out!!!! 🥵 Did we hold hands? I don’t remember. I was probably too nervous, but maybe we did— let’s say we did! ❤️

We walk into the theater— SP and I choose seats on the far right side. We sit down.

Omg, omg, omg. I’m trying to not freak out and just “be cool”, but it’s so fucking hard because I like him so much, and I’m so fucking EXCITED!!

The movie starts. It was a Wes Craven horror flick— not the most romantic movie, but that didn’t matter to Me at all— I WAS SITTING NEXT TO MY CRUSH!! 😍😍😍

AND THEN IT HAPPENED.

SP leaned in close to Me, and French-kissed Me sooooooo fucking DEEP!!! Holy fucking shit!!— I can STILL FEEL HIS LIPS ON MY LIPS!! 👄 He kissed sooooo fucking sexy— our tongues made fucking MUSIC!!— danced like fire in our mouths— I was in FUCKING HEAVEN!!! Yes, SP was My first kiss!!— and DAMN, it was THE FUCKING BEST I’VE EVER HAD!! 💋 SOOOOO FUCKING SEXY!!!!

I’ll ALWAYS remember My first kiss with SP— ALWAYS AND FOREVER.